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[13 Jul 2005|04:56pm]

I confess I put Visine in my girlfriend's Mom's tea because I hate her. I watched her drink it down, but it didn't give her the runs.

I confess that I was really annoyed that it did nothing to her.
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[04 Oct 2003|12:42am]

If anyone is from the Tucson area, or lives near there, could you reply to this post? I am trying to help a friend search for a person, and I need that region.

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[05 May 2003|09:48pm]

[ mood | cold ]

I confess that I have had casual sex, simply fo rthe sheer "why not?" hell of it.

I confess that I know people I hate.

I confess that I am a cutter.

I confess that I've attempted suicide twice.

I confess that I hate my life.

I confess that I say bad things about my family even though they don't do anything particularly evil to me.

...I think that's it for now.

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[12 Sep 2002|02:30pm]

[ mood | crappy ]

I confess...

That I have no clue why or how I joined this community.
I worry too much about the insignificant things.
I fall in and out of love very easily.[can't really tell the difference between IT and infatuation]
I'm sexist[according to some people i know]because I can't stand girls... don't like them at all... But am one myself.

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[20 Jan 2003|05:36pm]

Hello :)

I must confess I get insecure and paranoid sometimes, even though I never show it.
I must confess I can be so lazy...no unmotivated sometimes.
I must confess sometimes I wish I had someone who cared for me.

Mercedez x
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[13 Jan 2003|03:18pm]

i confess i want to click a car.

check out my bad ass burger comic then vote.


[30 Dec 2002|03:57am]
why do people believe in god? people are so fucking blind. every person who follows in the path of this "jesus" is just a sheep. i cant believe how people are so gullable. im glad christianity is dying out. hopefully my kids dont have to worry about all this shit. even though i dont care what they become and its their decision i just hope they wont have to worry about all this crap. now Buddhisim, thats the way to go, closest thing to atheism also. god hates america, god hates you.
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[08 Dec 2002|07:59pm]

[ mood | blah ]

Whoever emailed me about wanted to be added to the community please email me again my old mail isn't showing up.

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[08 Dec 2002|12:34pm]

I confess that I am extremely jealous of my best friend. She's goregous, she has a boyfriend who she seems to think will be with her for the rest of her life, she's just very stable. I don't know .. sometimes, I wish I could have that too.
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[07 Dec 2002|08:26pm]

I have a confession: I really hate when people think they're far more superior just because they were in a community similar to another one, first and they invade the other one simply to be an asshole. First of all no one is original! Something has ALWAYS been done at least once so I am sick of people bitching about how trendy something is and how "anti-trends" they are. If something I like becomes "trendy" I'm not going to stop liking it, and the "h8r" thing is a joke in this community, between us MOCKING THE 12 YEAR OLDS THAT SAY IT WITH MEANING! Guess you didn't get that, did you? Fucking retards. Second, there are multiple repeat communities on livejournal. For example, the_ataris and theataris. Just because this one has a similar name doesn't give them the right to shove sticks up their ass and dictate like they are jebus. This is our community, and fuck them. I'd understand if a lot of us were in both communities, but we're not, so please stop acting like you're Jesus. Go fuck yourself with a toilet bowl brush.

And now for a real confession of mine: I really wish I could cut but I know it's better if I don't.
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[07 Dec 2002|09:20pm]

[ mood | annoyed ]

I made the community closed, add it as a friend and I might add you. I'd like if all of you made your entries in here friends only, if not I'm going to go back and do it anyways.

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i confess [07 Dec 2002|06:47am]

i know jny from another community.

Hi jny!
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[06 Dec 2002|08:32pm]

[ mood | awake ]

I confess some of y'all are such h8ers I made the community for my friends and more joined I had no idea there was an ljconfessional and if I knew I'd still make this I enjoy this community so go on and screw the h8ers ;)

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I suppose I'm different [05 Dec 2002|01:47am]

[ mood | awake ]

My confession:

I'm not depressed, I don't want to kill myself, I'm not unhappy. I think that makes me abnormal. Don't get me wrong, when I was in high school (I'm 21 now, not like I'm old or anything) I was that way, even for a while after, but right now I'm in a place where I like my job, my family and I are getting along and I honestly believe I've found the man I'm going to marry. Yeehaw.

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[04 Dec 2002|09:43pm]

many a times, people have flat out told me that im a bitch. my instant response is "why, thank you", and i do sincerely mean it when i thank them. let me just start out by saying that im a terrible person.

first of all, im the hugest narcissist ever to exist. i over-glorify myself often about my witty personality, my appearance, my unability to feel emotions.

which leads me to my next point. im also the hugest stoic. it might not seem like im apathetic, since i'm always laughing or smiling, but that doesnt mean im happy. im simply content with life, which is completely abnormal for the average emo teenager.

being apathetic has made me cruel sometimes. i've carelessly tossed close friends aside, manipulated people and used them, and done other terrible things.

like today, i got sent to the deans office for picking on a freshmen posse. the other day, i screamed the life out of them for touching my backpack, and then flung their stuff to the ground..[im smiling right now as i recall it]

i also steal.
i also cheat.
i also lie.

no, i'm not going to use the excuse that "im human". im not. i think im slowly morphing into a [stainless :)] steel robot who's sole function is to make everyone's day just a little bit worse.

but then again, if i consider a person to be my friend, im incredibly loyal to them and will go out of my way to make their day 87% better..which i do.

hm, this was supposed to be a long rant, but i seem to have lost my original thoughts. i guess it's all part of being apathetic..

by the way, this is my 2nd journal, and i'm up for new friends [that is, if you dont think im horrible]
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[04 Dec 2002|06:09pm]
i confess that i am really shy and i make it extremely hard for people to get close to me. :( blah
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Hi..never posted in here so umm I confess.... [04 Dec 2002|11:03am]
[ mood | blah ]

That every single day of my life I think of suicide and wish that if I wasn't so poor I'd get out and leave my mom and run away and live somewhere where I can feel free and not have to worry about her constant bitching and complaining.

I also confess that I'm a real big baby and sob and take things to heart when it's only a game.

I think that is all. *nods*

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[03 Dec 2002|10:29pm]

my confession is that everyday i think of suicide...but i would never go through it, i also think about running away..just to get away from the problems that i have to deal with these days
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all those lacking a love life? say "aye".... [02 Dec 2002|10:58pm]

[ mood | uncomfortable ]

this seems like a good community to post in.

seeing that i have pretty much no interesting life to speak of (check out the patheticness of my livejournal entries if u dont believe me) life, i tend to sort of make up one for myself online. no, no, not a fake idenitity- i couldn't even begin to try and do that if i wanted to. i mean with guys, particularly.

don't get me wrong, im not an ugly girl- i take care of my looks. there's just some things about me that guys must find intimidating about me, or messed up about me, or too different about me, that i can't be like a normal teenager (im 17- a senior in high school) and go on dates regularly, or at least have ONE normal date to speak of.

theres this boy i used to have a MAJOR crush on from school. i had a crush on him for exactly two years, since sophmore year. you'd have to read my livejournal from the beginning to even begin to understand the depths of this obsession). i wised up for the final time, and about a month ago i stopped liking him.

more stuff happened since then, but it would take to long to explain.

what im trying to get to is this:

a few days ago, i stumbled upon this entry from one of the communities im, on my friends page. this guys icon had a picture- he looked so much like my ex-crush(?) that i just had to talk to him, despite him living in another state. i looked at his journal, and commented on two of his entries. then i added him as a buddy on AIM. it was weird- at first he seemed a bit hesitant in talking to me, but then he really started to open up more. he showed me some pics- it turned out that he didnt look like my old crush much at all (he was wearing a cap and sunglasses in the icon), but he was still good looking, in my opinion. with my being at home for nearly five days mainly because i was sick (this was over this weekend- thanksgiving weekend), i got pretty excited over this. i believe that love is possible anywhere, anytime, regardless of whether it is "taboo" or not.
unfortunately i havent been lucky with online love- ive met two different guys online before, and in real life, they turned out to be really annoying and pretty ugly (not to sound shallow). ive become more cautious now, but i havent ruled out the possibility of meeting someone online. it happened to my friend, and she was extremely lucky, so hey, why now me?

let me try to make this short as possible. anyways, the reason im worried... i think i may have stumbled upon another guy like my old crush. since today and yesterday, this guy has been really weird to me. like, i would IM him and he would take forever to respond, not to mention, im the one to IM him first. he kept asking me for a pic, since he showed me a bunch of his, and he said it bothered him to talk to people online who dont have pics, cause the person he/she tells him they are really may not be true. i said that i would try to get one this week, since i have no scanner i would have to get someone else to scan it for me. then i IMed him today, and he took FOREVER to respond, and i said hi and he said "do you have a pic yet" and i said "not yet, but ill have one before thursday, and he said "good cause id hate to have to block you if you IM me." i was a bit taken aback by this sudden display of harshness. i kindly said, "don't worry, ill get one soon" but he didnt respond. apparently he didnt want to talk anymore. i guess he doesnt want to talk anymore until i show him a pic. i know you all probably think that is reasonable, but that bothers me, cause i still want to be able to talk to him until i actually get one posted. im sorry, you guys all probably thought this was the longest, stupidest thing youve ever read. i have more stuff to confess (more relative than this), but this is the thing thats really bothering me right now.

i know this is sad. :(


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[02 Dec 2002|10:15pm]

[ mood | sad ]

Now i want to hurt myself :-(

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